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The official cover of Behind His White Coat by Dipjyoti Sharma—a moving novel about a mother’s sacrifice, a son’s dream, and the journey behind every successful doctor.

Her Sacrifice Begins

In the morning, Arjun said he would find construction work.

He had heard Dilip in the corridor mentioning a building site two streets over — a large apartment complex going up, employing daily laborers, paying sixty rupees for a day’s work that started at seven and ended at five. Sixty rupees a day. Eighteen hundred a month, roughly, if you worked every day. He said this to Meera as she was making tea on the borrowed stove in the corridor, explaining the numbers with the precision of a person who has done the math several times and found it to work.

She listened without interrupting.

When he finished, she was quiet for a moment. She was squatting over the stove, watching the water in the small pan come to a boil. She did not look at him. Then she looked up.

“Your hands must hold a surgeon’s scalpel one day, not construction bricks.”

The sentence was quiet and absolute. Not a suggestion. A statement of how things were.

He opened his mouth.

“The numbers—”

“The numbers are the same whether you build walls or I stand in a shop. The money is the same. The difference is what happens to the person earning it.”

“You don’t know that construction would—”

“Arjun.”

Her voice was even.

“You will start carrying bricks and your hands will crack and your back will ache and you will fall asleep in Ramesh sir’s classes because you are exhausted, and the cramming time in the evenings will disappear because you have nothing left, and in six months you will be too far behind to catch up. This is not a theory. This is what happens. I have seen what it does to people. Dilip works in the garment factory and studies at night and I saw his face this morning — he is twenty-two years old and he looks thirty-five. That is what physical labor plus study does. AIIMS entrance is too hard. You cannot do it on half a brain.”

He looked at her.

“Then what? You earn and I study? That is not—”

“Fair? No. It is not fair. We established that in the village. This is not about fair. This is about what works.”

“You have not finished school.”

“That is true.”

“You cannot—”

“I can work. There are a hundred kinds of work that do not require a degree or a certificate. I have a sharp mind and I learn quickly and I am willing to stand for ten hours if that is what is needed. There are shops in this city that need salesgirls. There is work. I will find it.”

He sat down on the platform. He looked at the floor.

She poured the tea. Set a cup in front of him. Sat across from him.

“Look at me,”

she said. He looked at her.

“This is the plan. You study. I work. You pass the AIIMS examination and we change the equation. This is a good plan and the alternative plans are worse. Tell me if you have a better one.”

He sat for a long moment.

“I don’t have a better one,”

he said.

“Then drink your tea.”

~ ~ ~

The shopping complex was a fifteen-minute walk from the room. It occupied most of one block — four floors of varied commerce, the kind of complex built in the 1970s and now showing its age but still doing good business on the strength of location and habit. Ground floor: a pharmacy, a women’s clothing shop, a stationery store, a household goods shop, an electronics repair counter. First floor: more clothing, a shoe shop, a tailor. Second floor: a small grocery, a utensils store.

Meera arrived at nine in the morning.

She had dressed carefully. Her best kameez — dark blue with small white embroidery at the neck. Her hair neatly braided. Her sandals clean. She had looked at herself in the small piece of mirror in the corridor bathroom and assessed: presentable. Clean. Not impressive, but not asking for charity.

She went to the first shop. A women’s clothing shop on the ground floor. The manager was a man of thirty who sat at a small desk near the back.

“Experience?”

“No, sir. But I learn quickly. Mathematics is strong, I can manage billing and stock. I am reliable.”

He shook his head and returned to his papers before she finished the sentence.

Second shop. A shoe store. A woman at the counter said the positions were full.

Third shop. The pharmacy. The pharmacist said they needed someone with a biology background and a certificate.

Fourth shop. The stationery store. Too young, the man said. Liability.

Fifth shop. A general goods store on the first floor. The manager was on the phone. He looked at her, waved her away without stopping his conversation.

Sixth shop. A saree shop. Experienced staff only.

Seventh shop. A women’s accessories shop. A man who looked her up and down in a way that was specific and unpleasant. She turned and walked out before he could say anything.

She went outside and sat on a bench near the complex entrance. Her feet already hurt — the sandals from the village were not made for this much pavement. She sat and looked at the complex, at the shopfronts, at the people moving in and out. She was not panicking. She was assessing. Seven shops, seven no’s. The day was not over.

She stood up. At the far end of the ground floor, in the corner, was a household goods shop — pots, cleaning products, plastic containers, small appliances. A large handwritten sign in the window: SALESGIRL REQUIRED. ENQUIRE WITHIN.

She went in.

The shop was busy in the organized way of a well-run place. Behind the main counter, a woman was serving two customers simultaneously, answering a question about a rice cooker while also making change for a cleaning product, doing both with practiced efficiency. She was in her mid-forties with a no-nonsense face and reading glasses on a chain.

She finished with the customers and looked at Meera.

“You are here about the sign.”

“Yes, madam.”

“Name.”

“Meera Kumar.”

“Where from?”

“Uttar Pradesh. We arrived three days ago.”

“We?”

“My husband. He is preparing for AIIMS entrance examination.”

The woman — Mrs. Devi, Meera would learn — looked at her for a moment. Something in the straightforwardness of the answer seemed to interest her.

“How old are you?”

“Seventeen.”

A pause.

“The shift is ten hours. Eight to six. Thirty minutes for lunch. Two hundred and twenty rupees a month. You stand at the counter, you know the products — I will teach you in the first week — you are polite to every customer even when they are not polite to you. You do not sit unless I say you can. You come on time, you leave on time, you tell me in advance if you need a day.”

Meera said:

“When do I start?”

Mrs. Devi looked at her for one more moment.

“Monday,”

she said.

~ ~ ~

Saturday, the day between getting the job and starting it, Meera walked every meter of the route between the room and the shop, timing it, identifying where the road slowed and where it was faster. Twenty-three minutes at a quick pace. Twenty-seven at normal. She could leave at seven thirty-five and be at the shop by eight. No bus cost. No waiting.

Sunday she spent in the room with Arjun, going over what he had been studying. He had been to Ramesh Chand for his first session on Friday evening and had come back quiet, thinking.

“It is hard,”

he said.

“Yes.”

“The other students — they are from Delhi schools. English medium. They have covered this material before. I am starting behind.”

“Then you will work harder.”

“I am already working harder than I have ever worked.”

“Then you will work harder than that.”

She said it simply, without drama. It was not a dismissal of his difficulty. It was a diagnosis of what was needed.

He looked at her.

“Do you know what subject I am weakest in currently?”

“Tell me.”

“Organic chemistry. The reaction mechanisms. There are a hundred and twelve reaction types and I can reproduce perhaps seventy-five of them correctly.”

“Show me the ones you are losing.”

“You don’t know organic chemistry.”

“Show me anyway. Explaining something you don’t fully understand forces you to find exactly where the gap is.”

He looked at her. Then he opened his notebook.

They spent four hours on organic chemistry that Sunday, Arjun explaining and Meera asking questions from first principles. By the end of four hours he had narrowed his uncertain reactions from thirty-seven to eleven — the ones with a genuine conceptual gap underneath, not just incomplete memorization. Eleven was a manageable number. Eleven had a shape.

“Tomorrow,”

she said, at six o’clock,

“you start on those eleven.”

“And you start at the shop.”

“Yes.”

He looked at her.

“Meera. I—”

“No.”

“Let me say it.”

“You are going to say something about gratitude or guilt. Save it for later. Study.”

He was quiet.

“Later,”